• Lost Myself For A Moment

    Blood Rain
    Disassociate me
    rip apart my mind, in vein
    tear away my thoughts from reality
    I'm tired of feeling sane

    Anger
    Sadness
    Hope
    Trust
    Rejection
    Happiness

    I beg you…take it all away
    Bleed me an ocean dry
    I have so many angry words to say

    Death, it seems like an old friend
    Some ecstatic familiar, waiting
    An emotionless final end
    A thought, patiently pulsating

    I don even care about poetry anymore
    I want TO FCKNG DIE



    Sorry lost myself for a moment
    In the darkness he sings in my ear
    Sinister one, see my atonement,
    But your words are all I hear

    Turmoil, my old friend, you return
    A yearning, lost in reality, I acquit
    I want to sink back to discern
    Where, in this world, do I fit
  • An orchestrated Hunger

    An, overwhelmingly, familiar voice
    disguised as an angel, it sings,
    choosing to act as on an illusion,
    while forbearing all reasoning

    Dancing visions, sway is tune,
    while listlessly misplacing a smile;
    my sins, withering in my mind,
    answering nothing, like an incessant child

    It sounds, like an orchestrated hunger
    wanting to feed on consistency,
    a sultry king, taking everything,
    and leaving not, but insufficiency

    This orchestrated hunger, it grows
    to a subsection I shall fade away,
    tomorrow I shall answer my turmoil
    with more poetic words, I shall say

    To this hunger, wither in darkness,
    oh wretch, you take but not give
    you turn my happiness to anger
    and my mind an analytic sieve

    To the one almighty God, take this voice
    and in return, restore Your loving light;
    set free the slave, hollow deep inside;
    and prepare me for the fight

  • It Matters?

    Sometimes I get lost
    In the things I should say
    It doesn't matter
    I have trust issues anyway

    Tell me a lie
    So I can turn away
    It doesn't matter
    I'll make it up anyway

    Tell me you love me
    Because my feelings are gone
    It doesn't matter
    It’s something I can’t say

    I've accepted the fact
    I will die alone
    Does it matter
    You wouldn’t even try

    The withering loneliness
    Tearing me apart
    It matters
    I just don’t know why

    It matters!
    It matters?
    Does it matter?
  • Reality = Senseless

    The voice…incessant masterpiece 
    Feigning night, reclusive thoughts

    Dancing visions…wither away
    Waltz into the light, oh thought, I pray

    Doomed eternal…sinful last act
    I beg the one inside, give up control

    God save…giving in, not up
    My thoughts are impure, he has control

    He redeems…praise be
    For, death felt, like a distant relative

    Father please…forgive my cries
    The end is too near, I need You

    Is there another one inside
    Listless and impure wretch…waiting
    Does he wait and hide
    Shadow who stands…contemplating

    The voices that haunt, are they my own thoughts
    A reality, bending to the will of lesser evils
    Turmoil haunting an everlasting night
    Am I my own demon within, out of control
  • Without A Śound

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    He rarely speaks,
    he needs not, for his
    silence is profound

    He never repeats,
    his warnings sound
    out loud

    His slender finger
    points, and in that
    Instant I must obey

    He does all of this
    without a single
    Word to say

    Listless and not,
    eternally more,
    but ever so sure

    He stands firm
    in time, but always
    I must endure

    He rarely speaks
    he needs not, for his
    Silence is profound

    He never repeats,
    His warnings sound
    out loud
  • The One Who Waits

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    The One Who Waits
    The one who stands 
    In the dark and waits
    Vague black stare
    That insanity satiates

    Eternal and not
    In time and turmoil
    We overtook space
    And began to recoil

    Sanity sends out a wave
    Listless as the eternal sun
    Bliss awaits a yearning still
    Into the night as time has spun

    God save me, from these
    Demons in the night
    Save the boy, hiding inside
    Curled out of sight

    For the one who waits
    With a stretched out hand
    Gives voices within a mind
    Like tiny grains of sand
  • To The Distance

    To The Distance

    Into the vague
    as listlessness did grow,
    we faded from the day,
    with a beautiful glow

    Incessant as time,
    with sinful gallantry,
    this artist fallen mind
    gave reclusive pleasantries

    Art and poetry sing
    for all that will listen;
    like a midnight fling,
    It comes from a distance

    Turmoil assists thought
    Incessant, until the fall
    actors that lost a plot
    the distance that plagues us all

    The beauty of midday rays
    that shine on your pane
    A window shade of thought displays
    A solution for the distance, though inane

    So sing poetic verse
    And dance to an artists bouquet
    Answering turmoil with a burst
    Of a literal verbal display
  • No Special Words

    Armour of God

    Follow your passions,
    yes, I say, follow your dreams;
    for life, can be an incandescence ,
    but time escapes us, it seems

    We dance in the light,
    avast in pitty and shame;
    we sing, all but to glory,
    seeking artificial fame

    It’s a lie, my friends
    I dare say a total farse
    Relinquishing dreams
    that we never should parse

    Follow the Father, to Him,
    shine bright the glory and fame
    we are on a journey to one thing
    and we shouldn’t be so lame

    I love you all, my friends
    that is my God-given reason;
    I can never stray from this path,
    no changing, like the seasons

    Seek rest
    Seek shelter
    From the rain
    From the weather

    To dance in the eternal sun…
    We should never seek a fading of faith,
    No matter how fast satan tells us to run

    Inner peace
    That is what awaits you
    Accept the peace, on the other side
    I just wish you would see
    Satan deceives you
    While the Father just wonders…why

    The only one being deceived is you
    Satan loves it, and you allow it to be
    God is the, One True Redeemer
    If your heart is breaking, get on your knees

    There are no specific words
    There is no special ways to part
    All I did was shout “God please save me!”
    Just as long as he is dealing with your heart

  • Make Believe

    Photo Named: Amber and Blue

    Make Believe

    Dance with me
    In the vague absences
    Of a dream, withering my
    Deepest insecurities

    Dream on, and make
    Believe, the temptations
    Of the exiled, we think
    Until madness bleeds

    Turmoil exists, but will
    Relieve to live on and exist with
    And listlessly conceive
    A way to insist on a subtle reprieve

    In time we will dance
    The one in my dreams
    Be it in time and faith
    Or complete make believe

  • Ink of the Void

    Ink At Midnight
    Ink of the void
    Sultan and wraith
    Be still, and press on
    For we, dance on faith

    The blankets of white
    Oppress, but we peruse
    To faith, we shall dance
    In light, just me and you

    Ink of the void
    Bleed night sky
    Fulfill my dreams
    My eyes are too shy

    These blankets of time
    Persistent and blue
    Answering an enigma
    Life’s sins so true

    Ink of the void
    Damned to tell the truth
    Vivid memories are vast
    The visions that soothe

    To turmoil, we say nay
    God, lift up night sky
    Withering not my vision
    For, life seems, to sigh

    Ink of the void
    A journal for prayer
    To remind me of blessings
    And remember to beware

    Daily blessings
    I count now, not envy
    Because God gave me purpose
    And strength over the enemy
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