The shadows portray an instance, Wandering in the chasms of Inlay, the lost A vast landscape, where torrents of virtue Burn in utter disgust, and lay in bitter agony
Come, ye brethren, and feel the shame Inlay, the lost chasm calls to the lame The lonely, come and call upon the ones The ones, their wretched smirks…but we smile
We smile at their virtue, we smile… Push the rage away, we continually push!!!
Is this the point, the one they talk about Where demons are disguised in discourse Do we get off, at the sight of the broken Do we get off, at the sight of the broken
I call, to the One True God, am I alive Is this the calling of ye brethren too Do you have the same rage as I??? Do you have the same absence as I???
Push the rage away… Push…Push…Pushhh!!! CONTINUALLY PUSHHHHH!!! It never goes away… The incessant gnarling of teeth!!!
Inlay, the lost chasm you call Tears of the fallen, have you fell We see none, and know no more Lost in the void of a soul…
Today, I say praise For the song of a bird We worship You in ways That don’t come as words For the springtime’s rays And all the blessings occurred Glorious times, and always The things that seem absurd
Father, you are consistent Even though we are not Sometimes we are resistant Not seeing your final plot But You bring contentment When satan leaves us to rot You never throw us resentment You, are our founding rock
I worship today, to remember You Not asking for this many things For I want to consistently pursue All the words I want to sing To the heavens that life cant misconstrue Or dilute, like the rain in spring Just words in songs, and holy tunes Your love, forever shall it ring
Encompassing shadows of the day You failed to entrap my mind Daytime revelries, fervent meadows Replaced these weary thoughts of mine
Tease me with a new life, and more Daytime revelries, you sneak around, tis true But your company does wonderful works The hope of tomorrow that you imbue
If I say, that daytime revelries cast a vastness Would you intensify the love of my heart If I said, your hope gives me new promise, This promise, would you too impart
I hope to meet you again soon, daytime revelries Cast light on me one more beautiful time The love, I know you can turn me around You are just too difficult to find
We sang to a listless tune Riddled with a haze, in truth We danced to a forlorn melody However lost, we were in our youth
Time elapses, and changes shape We waltzed into tomorrow, unstricken Delusions danced in the same room as we, But we evaded with a step like it was written
Tomorrow, as the early twilight fades away And the melodies of a vast world with it too We shall embark on a journey to a new floor When all the world is covered in dew
And this old world shall lie, as worn shoes Torn from the journey, and steps we have danced We shall walz together in new dance shoes Awaiting the music to eternally entrance
Tell me about happiness Is it the sun of a new day The shadows of a Bird that dance On the ground, as daylight passes away
Tell me about happiness, For maybe, I can see it some days The good of the world, not thee turmoil, brought That daylight seems to cast away
Tell me about happiness, I see…but don’t feel I know the words I should say to suffice But none of the thoughts are real
I don’t physically know how-to feel happiness I could write all the beautiful poetry to date I could sing to you a sonnet into the heavens But, it’s all fake
Tell me about happiness, please Because sometimes I just don't know I over-evaluate the concept, by piece When, in turn, I should just let it go
There is a hollowness, that exists within Deeply intertwining the pieces of my heart, The pieces exist only to try and convince Others that I actually have a working part
If I say, that talking satiates the insanity And radiate the pieces of my soul, That the eminence of the dawn draws integrity Would it erase the fact, its just a show
I want to write a happy poem I want to sing a new song, but it just doesn't exist Maybe if I keep writing I'll keep growing I want to be happy, but something resists
Tell me about happiness Because I feel as if it is fake Tell me about reality Because it's more than I can take
Happiness, it sings to a new day Eminence avast, a listless display A thought…what if it was an equation, misplaced A projection, programed and ingenuiously interlaced
They tell me to not overthink it, To just accept reality and continue on But my mind is just, an evaluative conduit And my reality just can't try to condone
I try to be positive and try to carry the weight I smile and put on a mask, so others can't see my real face You wanted a happy poem, to me, it doesn't exist So instead I'll tell you how my reality consists
He stands, with a looming presence, he awaits what will eventually come; sorrow, a contrast to his wretched reality wanting to overthrow what's come undone
The one inside, metaphorical presence sinister one, I musn’t even try to obey; you are a, hellish twist to existence, with angry words, you listlessly betray
The absence, a void of a presence Oh God, hear my mortally painful cries the one who stands, he must oppose, til death, oh how he continually tries
To the one, relinquishing presence you shall, never win, but exclusively fail our arbitration shall be a grand escape from the monotony of this inner hell
Schizophrenic Poems, Short Stories, and Thoughts 