To accept certain facts
And eventually, move on
The world, in front or behind
Me now, that life never condones
Till death, from this life, and now I stand
Till forever more…forever now… I’m forever alone
Walking away from these bastards and hate
Once given…that they’ve always shown


Roses wilt in the eye of a storm,
They breath in life that love has lost;
Withered now, my soul to part this life
Like the soul of a flower left in the frost;
To oppose a thought that forever entombs
In the dying moment you forget the cost
To leave this world is a thought I’ve pondered
In the moments when my living reality gets tossed

If hell didn’t await…what then
The voices try and trick me, they always misconstrue
They make me feel like life can’t get any better
Like I’m only being molested or abused
You can twist my mind all you want
You can turn my hazel eyes a shade of blue
But I can say, I’m stronger than you thought,
Because I tell you now, I fefuse!!!