Schizophrenic Poems, Short Stories, and Thoughts

Today I am not 
Of an indecent kind;
Lost in the decay
Of an, obscure mind

Today, I am not
In a dissociated state
Lost in the hell,
Of an, existential waste

No, today is a new day
Even if it has to be forced
To yearn, for a listless sky
The ecstasy, God’s love endorsed

Come unto me,
Oh skies, that love divides
Fade away, oh time that encompasses a mind
For, my happiness, shall forever shine

Today I am not,
Hearing the voices,
Of 1,000 devils
To forbear a 1,000,000 different choices,

Today and always,
I am a child, witnessing God’s love,
When the rain pours down,
I only hope, I have the strengths from above

Today, yes today!!!