Schizophrenic Poems, Short Stories, and Thoughts

What is reality?

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  • Like Life Begins (soundcloud)

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    In the warmth of a day, 
We listlessly fade into euphoria; 
With a folk tune, 
And a blank page in hand, 
Daylight passes like fading thoughts; 
With a cheerful melody, 
We get carried away; 
Lost in thought, 
Confused about being carefree, 
And dancing with time; 

Mother remembers the time, 
And son begins again; 
I lost it all but the fear of the Lord; 
That wise men have never forgotten; 
Withstanding the memory, 
And never forgetting, 
Remembering my children's first laugh; 
The smell of some flower I don't know, 
Begins to arouse a thought; 
I am at peace on a Sunday morning; 

Remembering the time 
And remembering when 
A moment that's mine 
Fells like life begins

  • Derealization

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    Sickening impurities feed an enigmatic absence
Lost in the disillusionment , we fade
Twisting unrealism plunges the knife of nonexistence
Insistent upon a notion, we feed, and give praise

I lost the sight, in my schizophrenic eyes
Seeking the distant hope, of a brand new day
Damnation insistent, shall we truly live before we die? 
Fractured listlessness hides in derealization's wake

Was this a dream,  because I no longer feel alive
The distances existent, that awake us in a sense
Lost and alone, the emotions that won't reside
This lost reality, without any recompence

Only a shell, of what formerly used to be
Hollowed out, what is left, is only a frame
Go through the motions, and all we can see
That everything is stupid and completely inane

How do I become something new deep within
The path ahead is dark, and a distorted haze
How far have we come, and where did I begin
Something is blocking the way

I pray that this ends, and just don't believe it will
Peace of mind does exist, but not within me
Just hide your face, and remember to take your pill
The racing thoughts will stop, just wait and see

  • Amazing Grace

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    In the depths of human longing, a sacred spark does gleam, 
    A story of redemption, and a heavy heart's eternal dream 
    With humble hearts and steadfast faith, we gather in His name, 
    To weave a tapestry of grace, where love and hope proclaim 

    Father we lift you up, and give you thanks for your word 
    For the scent of a springtime flower, or the beauty of a bird 
    Our weary hearts, because of you, we can lay our burdens to rest 
    You give us strength, when we get our lives in a total mess 

    The hope of a new day, can shine bright in a heavy heart 
    When this life is opposing, or tearing your world apart 
    You'll know when it's time, trust you'll know when 
    When you get on your knees and ask, that's when life begins 

    I truly do hope, to one day see you way up there 
    It's just my eternal wish to just make everyone aware 
    Amazing grace is simple, and can save your life too 
    Just be careful, the closer you get, the devil will misconstrue

  • We Define Insanity

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    Contemplation offers no conclusion 
    In the distant impurities of the mind 
    Warped intuitions insistent upon an answer, 
    Hold no ground in the eyes of eccentricities 
    We think and then rethink the meanings, 
    Insistent upon an answer, 
    Replaying the process over until we expire 
    We define insanity



  • Onyx Midnight

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    Across the desolate plains of devastation's ruin, 
    Onyx midnight, shines glimmers of a distant yearning, 

    We venture into the vast existence of contemplation, 
    Withstanding not, the wretchedness of our own disdain, 

    Seeking the creation of our personal despair, 
    Walking listlessly in a seemingly infinite redundancy, 

    The void of this deplorable existence... 
    Could this be the void, once more? 

    A haze, the dank and cold reality of thought, 
    Sickening absences, an emotional strain, 

    Plagiaristic death, our liiteral internal numbness, 
    We dance alone to the rhythms of our incandescence, 

    Potential motivators provide a simple purpose 
    A soul to yearn, we admire your simple determination, 

    We question your motives, and we question reason 
    Lost, we wander these hazy skies in an infinite night, 

    Recreating reason, and recreating time, 
    Misplacing the memories of our own trauma, 

    In the end, will we be granted peace of mind 
    Or, is this void really our own personal gift?

  • Like Life Begins

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    In the warmth of a day, 
    We listlessly fade into euphoria; 
    With a folk tune, 
    And a blank page in hand, 
    Daylight passes like fading thoughts; 
    With a cheerful melody, 
    We get carried away; 
    Lost in thought, 
    Confused about being carefree, 
    And dancing with time; 

    Mother remembers the time, 
    And son begins again; 
    I lost it all but the fear of the Lord; 
    That wise men have never forgotten; 
    Withstanding the memory, 
    And never forgetting, 
    Remembering my children's first laugh; 
    The smell of some flower I don't know, 
    Begins to arouse a thought; 
    I am at peace on a Sunday morning; 

    Remembering the time 
    And remembering when 
    A moment that's mine 
    Fells like life begins

  • Never Cease

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    Sleep is an incandescence, 
    When a tormented poet cries 
    Listlessly broken in an essence 
    Shadows break and we wonder why 

    Haze and starry skies, divide night 
    Did I die, or do we have to wait to see 
    Wisping thoughts, an existent plight 
    Glazing white shining off distantly 

    Souls of contemplation replenish 
    The bitter taste of acidic churn 
    The prose that we can never finish 
    Laid waste, in an antique urn 

    Withering inside confusion's wake 
    I ask God for a gentle release 
    Give me peace, for mercy sake 
    Torment seems to never cease

  • Someone So Inane

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    , 
    A young man, angry and inane 
    With blasphemous words of falling rain 
    I was angry with myself and angry with time 
    The words spoken, I can't believe where mine 

    I questioned God and I questioned me 
    Asking things of satan I didn't believe 
    Some things, I guess, are better left unsaid 
    Even now, asking forgiveness in my head 

    And glory devine, my sins he forgave 
    I thank him each day, for rising from the grave 
    For saving my soul and my family too 
    For God, is great, and can be for you too 

    I want to sing and shout your glorious name 
    For saving the soul of someone so inane 
    Thank you for all that you do, and all you are 
    And last, but not least, for watching from afar



  • Companions

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    Oh me, what life, 
    What life that sees, 
    What life that bleeds, 
    Speak truth, for life fades away, 
    Enthralled truth, that speaks of lies, 
    We suffer the wrath, of thought 
    Spoken in enigmatic tones, 
    As an incandescent night approaches 
    We sink into an intrusion, 
    Wisping thoughts 
    Come like a winter breeze, 
    Chilling, 
    Killing, 
    Penetrating listlessness, 
    Madness bleeds ink, 
    We can't withstand a gentle night, 
    For madness, seeks a companion

  • Amazing Love

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    Some wood and nails, up on a hill 
    His amazing love, serenity revealed 
    With thorns and cross, eternity fulfilled 
    When we question not, his goodwill 

    Inspiration, in his artistic ways 
    With no words at all, he has so much to say 
    His amazing love, left on replay 
    And there is so much, we can't repay 

    I sing to you in poetic verse 
    I can count on you, when reality is worse 
    And, when this world begins to coerse 
    Or, when this life gets to adverse 

    You are the Father, and you are love 
    Sending us angels, you watch, from above 
    And when in need you give us a shove 
    Because, you are the Father, and you are love

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