What is reality?
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Fragments of yourself, arrested pain
Resinating a release, onwards within an interlude
Spiraling obsessiveness, keeping a calm rhythm
Who are we, less we be judged?
Cause, not obtain, interest in shame
Enslave a sliver of truth, that no one may obtain
Listless minds shall naturally raise their hands
Let them question themselves quietly
Upon the completion of a thespian war
The damned rise, we are they who speak
Lavishly, within a rancid night, we suddenly realize
“We have been judged”
An abyss, slowly creeps up on my reality
Like A darkness, avast in all its psychopathy
It is an exertion in futility, trying to resist
The Void has us once again…we cannot escape
Inprisonment in an infinite
Echoes sounding from all directions
These distant sounds, remaining infinite
In a million lifetimes, you would never escape
Lost inside an eternity, cursed to wander
Feelings for humanity now devoured
Food for vengeful blood to eradicate
We are now one
We lay as we have accepted our fate
Lost to our own hatred, only wanting it to end
Retribution would hold no weight here
For, our fate has been sealed
Demons dancing, with a vagrant’s cries
Lurking inside as reality dies
Lost in the memories, 132 I say
Within this eternal shade, held the only way
The price of eternity, something that couldn’t be paid
And with peace of mind, walked away
Such now, is reason enough for life
Losing a battle, crippling strife
Show me how to smile some day soon
Lost under the light of a new moon
Deep inside a lonely life, I will go to hide
Wretched and broken, I’ll just wait inside
Secluded, if only in truth
Damned, if only to say
No words could ever sooth
How so, are we lost in our ways
Shadows of a new dawn arise
The nights that shall never end
The pain they see in my eyes
A condition that shall never mend
Awaken from your slumber eternal
To fall all together once more
This circus, seems to me, so infernal
A life, like some forgotten lore
Lie in a self righteous wake
To only find an immoral hold
Surprised you could never make
This world fit some sort of mold
Go now if only to die
Live if only to dream
Your existence was always a lie
And nothing is what it seems
Shattered dreams exist to make us humble
If only we could just live in the now
The voices inside that seem to mumble
Words that have fallen deaf to our vows
Would they miss my smile
When blue skies fade to grey
I was here all the while
But, a sweet death, I did pray
Once upon a time, when life did sing aloud
A day never seemed so full of doom
Sometimes just missing what it was all about
Crying alone in my dark room
A day can be so full of pain
Lost and alone I feel defeat
Bring me a new vision so insane
At least none so full of deceit
So eternal, but not eternal still
Listlessly pray to to be free
Clinging to moments that feel so real
Something I’m not accustom to see
Lying in the fields of reality, I begin to fade
Labeled a traitor, by the voices inside
Pry open my third eye with a blade
Crawl into my dark room and hide
Watch it all fade away
While, listlessly, listening to the words I say
Incandessant smiles, try and portray
These images, when we begin to pray
Existent, in a lie we try to hide
Dreaming dreams, demons begin to pry
Awaken and open your third eye…why
To enslave us, as our reality dies
When we are here, we are so much more
A faded dream, to reveal babylons whore
Residence begins, lying on the existent shore
We are virgins in a nightmare, filled with gore
Implications of truth, an absent mind
Cross checked, then onward to find
We are no longer lost or blind
Reality is just the name they signed
The shadows of innocence
This ongoing seclusion
Madness avast, a yearning shall arise
Let our people be free
Sinister enemies can’t always be seen
Infecting a populous, killing the innocent
Leaders scratch their heads in confusion
As our invisible enemy is at large
Isolation makes demons of us all
A distance between us, socially corrupt
Lives rendered meaningless by this enemy
As we fail to come together as one
An opposition in opinions, pulling us apart
Selfishness and panic rage within us all
We are better than this, I promise
It just seems so hopeless, right now
We shall rise above this invisible enemy
We will prove our worth in this life
Some day soon, we will arise victorious
Just hold on for now
Desicration of the mind…
Lucid dreams and vivid illusions seduce,
Lost inside, insanities of the ones existing,
This oppression is the true meaning of evil,
The lost shall inherit a feeling of comfort,
Loosing the ways of mindless gods,
The ones, listless oppressors that control the simple
Stripping away the listless truths they inject
Shadows of a new day, clouds of doubt
Forgiviness of the mind, the filames of hell
We cannot forgive the ones we hate
They are just the rejects of society
We, are but mindless sheep
Lost in the old ways, a rejection of reality
Projected thoughts, lost in a dream
We shall never be free
Give without recognition, to your fellow man
Protect your brothers and sisters, when you can
For, we are becoming lost, and this world is shattered
It should be apparent, in Gods eyes, we all matter
Forget all of this hate, that in abundance grows
Living with the shame, that our actions show
Ripping our towns apart, burning it to the ground
There is a better way, a father crowned
I agree we need to stop the hate
But, not leaving a path of destruction, in our wake
Stand together, all as one, we are strong
But, these things you are doing are just wrong
Our hate has festered, and now we offend
We think everyone should make amends
Without even thinking, we are destroying our past
With these obscure assumptions, that will not last
You break, you burn, pillage and rape
But to change, here is what it will take
Live on your knees, a father of love
For, there is no need in acting so tough
I truly believe this too shall end
When we find, there is no need for amends
We shall all love, and love as one
But, for now, we’ve only just begun
Are you resting now, in that kingdom on high
Seeing how we think of you as days go by
We miss the sarcastic things that you say
And how you would bring a smile to our face
Our lives where anything but perfect
But when I look back, it was worth it
Lost in the memories of days gone by
A flood of emotions and a Subtle sigh
Sometimes I think of you, I’ll sit in your truck
Memories come to and seem to get stuck
Listless days we take a drive on a backroad
Just like my childhood I try to shadow
Father’s Day comes and anniversaries go
Memories flood and then seem to show
You may be gone, but we won’t forget
Or fail to remember you as the sun begins to set
We love you pops!!!
Schizophrenic Poems, Short Stories, and Thoughts 