Schizophrenic Poems, Short Stories, and Thoughts

Distances rot,
We seek plagiarism, 
Shadows weeping, still
Caught beneath a tree…
Struck by lighting,
We fade into listlessness

Let them see,
I beg you, please
Cushing my thoughts
And bleeding my soul
Masticated insanity
I am the lost night

Vivid dreams…
Everlasting sleep,
Control can not be
Given free of will,
The cure is coming,
I can't choose

Self-loathing
Inner hatred, damnation 
A soul lost in a blankness,
Deserved,
Deserved!
Deserved?

Am I human,
Is humanity inside
Is this the void, once more…
I stole the power,
It's mine again,
Are we alive?

I could write
For an eternity,
Lost in the inane ability
To even begin to cope,
Bleeding ink inside
My veins

Step away, my child
I am here
We are coming to
The end,
Stay with me,
We are the sleeping rabble

In the end,
I am my own worst enemy,
I care!
I care?
I don't care!
I don't care