Schizophrenic Poems, Short Stories, and Thoughts

Sickening impurities feed an enigmatic absence
Lost in the disillusionment , we fade
Twisting unrealism plunges the knife of nonexistence
Insistent upon a notion, we feed, and give praise

I lost the sight, in my schizophrenic eyes
Seeking the distant hope, of a brand new day
Damnation insistent, shall we truly live before we die? 
Fractured listlessness hides in derealization's wake

Was this a dream,  because I no longer feel alive
The distances existent, that awake us in a sense
Lost and alone, the emotions that won't reside
This lost reality, without any recompence

Only a shell, of what formerly used to be
Hollowed out, what is left, is only a frame
Go through the motions, and all we can see
That everything is stupid and completely inane

How do I become something new deep within
The path ahead is dark, and a distorted haze
How far have we come, and where did I begin
Something is blocking the way

I pray that this ends, and just don't believe it will
Peace of mind does exist, but not within me
Just hide your face, and remember to take your pill
The racing thoughts will stop, just wait and see