Schizophrenic Poems, Short Stories, and Thoughts

Listless and grey, an absence, shadows of a new day fade

Old ways, a presence I fear and reject, for they wreak of blood,

The visions prey against shameless grace, self-loathing advances

Against my own hatred it grows, the void once again it seems,

 

Blameless and indistinct, the wretched stench of fear

Dense fog, a distant yearning to be someone, only one life lived,

Beyond being, hatred and fear, desperation brings new distances,

Always and never, we can never be free of the fear,

 

Self-fear heavy lain, vivid memories of yesterday

Someone I used to be emerges, distances traveled wane,

Reality outlying, plagued by fantastical hallucinations,

Once again, I say self-loathing, I hate who I am becoming,

 

Fight for your freedom, even if from yourself

Die for no one, and fight for something inside of yourself,

Distances travelled give way to new days,

And a new day advances new life